Archive for the ‘Manic-Depression’ Category

Ultimate Depression

When I’m depressed, I never feel much like talking about it.  That’s a big problem, too.  I know people around me just want to help but there is nothing they can say to make me feel any less upset, ridiculous, pissed off, and/or suicidal.  In fact, it’s when friends push me to talk when things [...]

- NO LONGER A SECRET -

Sleep, when welcomed, is intense for me lately.  More of a broken promise than anything else.  So I dive headfirst through the nightmares, swallowing each massacre as it comes to me.  The hunting of peacocks who then turn to human flesh / dancing with bitter memories which scarcely radiate like Taurus [dying] in the sky [...]